Torture

I'll be having my MRI later this afternoon. I think the results will just confirm the doctor's diagnosis. I'm hoping otherwise though. I don't want to go under the knife. And I'm still in a bit of denial that I've torn my anterior cruciate ligament.

It doesn't help that for the past couple of days, I've been reading ACL Reconstruction articles and diaries over the net. I swear this is torture. I can just imagine myself having the surgery. It gives me the chills.

Ugh.